Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Cleaning Cleaning Cleaning
I have cleaned the whole basement, literally scrubbing everything down. My man gets here tomorrow!!! I can't wait!! About this time tomorrow I will be on my way to get the love of my life and of course Jaime too. :)
Everyone is pretty stressed out around here with the wedding only a few days away and LOTS to do.
There are sooo many people staying at my house it's getting stressful. But everything will work out and we will all have a great time I can't wait!!
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
Spring Break...
I am in major need of a break, this week has been crazy. I feel like I was on the go all week long. But this weekend is finally here and most of all spring break now!! Yay!! My man will be in 5 days and I can't wait to be in his arms again. :)
--On other news in my March Madness bracket I'm in first place in my family!!
That's pretty good for not watching any college basketball except for my zags.
Gonzaga plays tonight at 6:30 in the Sweet 16. GO ZAGS!!!!!!!!
-I'm babysitting tonight so that my cousin and his wife could go out to dinner and to a movie, they need it, so I am watching the game with my babies.. I seriously am with them so much they might as well be mine.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Counting down the days!!!
I can't wait to see the love of my life!!!
My sister flys in tomorrow, and I have her bachelorette party this weekend, it should be fun!!
Not much going on here, it's going to start getting busy though. I will have a lot of pictures from this weekend and the wedding.
I will post a picture of the prom dress soon too.
Hope you all had a good monday!!
Friday, March 20, 2009
12 days...
One more week until Spring Break ... finally I need some time off!!
HAPPY SPRING... today marks the first day of Spring!! Yay!!
Plans for the weekend:
Hanging out with some friends
Spring Cleaning (I need to deep clean my room and get rid of stuff I don't need)
Go see my Aunt on Saturday afternoon
I need to go shopping
And then just random errands and of course Homework!!
Do any of you have any fun plans for the weekend?!
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Getting things ready...
- I got the car fixed up
- I have been tanning (for the wedding and prom)
-I have been working out everyday!!!
-I put a deposit down on College... (Yes, I have accepted SCSU now)
-I applied for my loans.
-The offical move will take place June 8th, just my mom and I will make the trip across country!!!
-I have to be back in CT on June 12th for work and work again on June 13th.
-Signed up for freshmen orintation June 14th and 15th, while my mom is still in CT.
-Mom will fly home June 16th.
-Finally a little time to spend with the love of my life. :) (I can't wait!!)
Kayla's Wedding: April 4th ... Ross fly's in on April 1st (yay)
Prom: May 2nd
Graduation: June 5th
Graduation Party: June 6th
... Packing everything up June 7th
Leaving home: June 8th
--> I'm so excited and can't wait to start my life on the east coast. I will miss everyone so much from home, but I'm so excited for the change and new everything!!!
-- One more thing, can I tell you how much I hate duty... I hate it because well Ross has is every three days. That means no more duty free weekends... They are in 'dry dock' (I'm not sure if thats exactly what its called, but anyways..) They can't really use there phones there, I was used to getting calls when he was on duty, not anymore. And then he is so tired after duty that I feel so bad keeping him awake, but ahh. I hate duty. I know I will hate it more when I'm there because well, he won't be home, and that means sleeping alone, but I'm use to that right now. (Sorry there is my little venting session about that) :)
HAPPY ST. PATTIES DAY!!!!!
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Things I miss the most...
I miss his hugs
I miss his kisses
I miss just laying in bed with him
I miss watching movies with him
ok, I will admit, I even miss playin video games with him
I miss just riding in the car with him and singing to every song I hear lol.
I miss falling asleep in his arms
I miss just seeing him everyday and smiling because I'm in love with the most amazing guy in the whole world.
I miss holding his hand
I miss being in his arms... the place where I am the luckiest girl in the world
I MISS HIM. Everything about him!!! I know I need to be strong. I just hate being so far away.
He has been working so hard this week, long days and not getting home until late and then he is so exhausted there is no way I could make him stay awake to talk. I know I say this a lot but I'm truly am proud of him, everyday he amazes me more and more. He reminds me everyday why I fell in love with him in the first place. Ross is an amazing boyfriend and I love him so much!! I can't wait to live with you babe.
--If you can't tell I miss him so much that it hurts. I wish I were there with him. I know it's not too much longer and I'm trying hard to stay strong, but some days are worse that others, some days I just really need his touch.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
May 2nd 2009... Prom Night
-- I can't wait for my prom. (May 2nd 2009)
Friday, March 13, 2009
Thursday, March 12, 2009
2 Friendships...
but it's been a long time now.
I've got a good life now and I've moved on
So when you cross my mind...
I try not to think about what might have been
Cause that was then
And we have taken two very different roads
and We can't go back again
There's no use in trying
And there's no way to know
What might have been
We can sit and talk about this all night long
And wonder why we didn't last
Yes, there are memories I will never forget
But I will never forget what you did to me either
But we'll have to leave them in the past...
And theres no way to know
What might have been
we need to just say good bye,
and turn and walk away...
The two people I am talking about know who they are, and they are hurt me so bad, that it's better just left unsaid. I wish them both the best of luck in anything they do. This is something I have to do... for me (which is something that I have a hard time with)
People told me all along I was going to get hurt, I should have listened, but I didn't because I wanted to give them a chance, I give everyone a chance. I'm that type of person.
It's just hard when they don't accept me for who I am...
