Ahhh...
I have cleaned the whole basement, literally scrubbing everything down. My man gets here tomorrow!!! I can't wait!! About this time tomorrow I will be on my way to get the love of my life and of course Jaime too. :)
Everyone is pretty stressed out around here with the wedding only a few days away and LOTS to do.
There are sooo many people staying at my house it's getting stressful. But everything will work out and we will all have a great time I can't wait!!
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
Spring Break...
It's finally here...
I am in major need of a break, this week has been crazy. I feel like I was on the go all week long. But this weekend is finally here and most of all spring break now!! Yay!! My man will be in 5 days and I can't wait to be in his arms again. :)
--On other news in my March Madness bracket I'm in first place in my family!!
That's pretty good for not watching any college basketball except for my zags.
Gonzaga plays tonight at 6:30 in the Sweet 16. GO ZAGS!!!!!!!!
-I'm babysitting tonight so that my cousin and his wife could go out to dinner and to a movie, they need it, so I am watching the game with my babies.. I seriously am with them so much they might as well be mine.
I am in major need of a break, this week has been crazy. I feel like I was on the go all week long. But this weekend is finally here and most of all spring break now!! Yay!! My man will be in 5 days and I can't wait to be in his arms again. :)
--On other news in my March Madness bracket I'm in first place in my family!!
That's pretty good for not watching any college basketball except for my zags.
Gonzaga plays tonight at 6:30 in the Sweet 16. GO ZAGS!!!!!!!!
-I'm babysitting tonight so that my cousin and his wife could go out to dinner and to a movie, they need it, so I am watching the game with my babies.. I seriously am with them so much they might as well be mine.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Counting down the days!!!
9 days..
I can't wait to see the love of my life!!!
My sister flys in tomorrow, and I have her bachelorette party this weekend, it should be fun!!
Not much going on here, it's going to start getting busy though. I will have a lot of pictures from this weekend and the wedding.
I will post a picture of the prom dress soon too.
Hope you all had a good monday!!
I can't wait to see the love of my life!!!
My sister flys in tomorrow, and I have her bachelorette party this weekend, it should be fun!!
Not much going on here, it's going to start getting busy though. I will have a lot of pictures from this weekend and the wedding.
I will post a picture of the prom dress soon too.
Hope you all had a good monday!!
Friday, March 20, 2009
12 days...
Only 12 more days until I get to see the love of my life. :)
One more week until Spring Break ... finally I need some time off!!
HAPPY SPRING... today marks the first day of Spring!! Yay!!
Plans for the weekend:
Hanging out with some friends
Spring Cleaning (I need to deep clean my room and get rid of stuff I don't need)
Go see my Aunt on Saturday afternoon
I need to go shopping
And then just random errands and of course Homework!!
Do any of you have any fun plans for the weekend?!
One more week until Spring Break ... finally I need some time off!!
HAPPY SPRING... today marks the first day of Spring!! Yay!!
Plans for the weekend:
Hanging out with some friends
Spring Cleaning (I need to deep clean my room and get rid of stuff I don't need)
Go see my Aunt on Saturday afternoon
I need to go shopping
And then just random errands and of course Homework!!
Do any of you have any fun plans for the weekend?!
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Getting things ready...
These last couple of days have been really busy, which is nice sometimes. :)
- I got the car fixed up
- I have been tanning (for the wedding and prom)
-I have been working out everyday!!!
-I put a deposit down on College... (Yes, I have accepted SCSU now)
-I applied for my loans.
-The offical move will take place June 8th, just my mom and I will make the trip across country!!!
-I have to be back in CT on June 12th for work and work again on June 13th.
-Signed up for freshmen orintation June 14th and 15th, while my mom is still in CT.
-Mom will fly home June 16th.
-Finally a little time to spend with the love of my life. :) (I can't wait!!)
- I got the car fixed up
- I have been tanning (for the wedding and prom)
-I have been working out everyday!!!
-I put a deposit down on College... (Yes, I have accepted SCSU now)
-I applied for my loans.
-The offical move will take place June 8th, just my mom and I will make the trip across country!!!
-I have to be back in CT on June 12th for work and work again on June 13th.
-Signed up for freshmen orintation June 14th and 15th, while my mom is still in CT.
-Mom will fly home June 16th.
-Finally a little time to spend with the love of my life. :) (I can't wait!!)
Kayla's Wedding: April 4th ... Ross fly's in on April 1st (yay)
Prom: May 2nd
Graduation: June 5th
Graduation Party: June 6th
... Packing everything up June 7th
Leaving home: June 8th
--> I'm so excited and can't wait to start my life on the east coast. I will miss everyone so much from home, but I'm so excited for the change and new everything!!!
-- One more thing, can I tell you how much I hate duty... I hate it because well Ross has is every three days. That means no more duty free weekends... They are in 'dry dock' (I'm not sure if thats exactly what its called, but anyways..) They can't really use there phones there, I was used to getting calls when he was on duty, not anymore. And then he is so tired after duty that I feel so bad keeping him awake, but ahh. I hate duty. I know I will hate it more when I'm there because well, he won't be home, and that means sleeping alone, but I'm use to that right now. (Sorry there is my little venting session about that) :)
HAPPY ST. PATTIES DAY!!!!!
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Things I miss the most...
I miss his touch
I miss his hugs
I miss his kisses
I miss just laying in bed with him
I miss watching movies with him
ok, I will admit, I even miss playin video games with him
I miss just riding in the car with him and singing to every song I hear lol.
I miss falling asleep in his arms
I miss just seeing him everyday and smiling because I'm in love with the most amazing guy in the whole world.
I miss holding his hand
I miss being in his arms... the place where I am the luckiest girl in the world
I MISS HIM. Everything about him!!! I know I need to be strong. I just hate being so far away.
He has been working so hard this week, long days and not getting home until late and then he is so exhausted there is no way I could make him stay awake to talk. I know I say this a lot but I'm truly am proud of him, everyday he amazes me more and more. He reminds me everyday why I fell in love with him in the first place. Ross is an amazing boyfriend and I love him so much!! I can't wait to live with you babe.
--If you can't tell I miss him so much that it hurts. I wish I were there with him. I know it's not too much longer and I'm trying hard to stay strong, but some days are worse that others, some days I just really need his touch.
I miss his hugs
I miss his kisses
I miss just laying in bed with him
I miss watching movies with him
ok, I will admit, I even miss playin video games with him
I miss just riding in the car with him and singing to every song I hear lol.
I miss falling asleep in his arms
I miss just seeing him everyday and smiling because I'm in love with the most amazing guy in the whole world.
I miss holding his hand
I miss being in his arms... the place where I am the luckiest girl in the world
I MISS HIM. Everything about him!!! I know I need to be strong. I just hate being so far away.
He has been working so hard this week, long days and not getting home until late and then he is so exhausted there is no way I could make him stay awake to talk. I know I say this a lot but I'm truly am proud of him, everyday he amazes me more and more. He reminds me everyday why I fell in love with him in the first place. Ross is an amazing boyfriend and I love him so much!! I can't wait to live with you babe.
--If you can't tell I miss him so much that it hurts. I wish I were there with him. I know it's not too much longer and I'm trying hard to stay strong, but some days are worse that others, some days I just really need his touch.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
May 2nd 2009... Prom Night
Today I went prom dress shopping, I thought it would take forever, but actually it didn't take long at all. I love my dress, pictures will come soon. :) I'm so excited to go to prom with the love of my life and be a princess for the night. It means the world to me that he is coming to my Senior Prom. (I love you babe and You are truly amazing)
-- I can't wait for my prom. (May 2nd 2009)
-- I can't wait for my prom. (May 2nd 2009)
Friday, March 13, 2009
Thursday, March 12, 2009
2 Friendships...
Sure I think about you now and then,
but it's been a long time now.
I've got a good life now and I've moved on
So when you cross my mind...
I try not to think about what might have been
Cause that was then
And we have taken two very different roads
and We can't go back again
There's no use in trying
And there's no way to know
What might have been
We can sit and talk about this all night long
And wonder why we didn't last
Yes, there are memories I will never forget
But I will never forget what you did to me either
But we'll have to leave them in the past...
And theres no way to know
What might have been
we need to just say good bye,
and turn and walk away...
The two people I am talking about know who they are, and they are hurt me so bad, that it's better just left unsaid. I wish them both the best of luck in anything they do. This is something I have to do... for me (which is something that I have a hard time with)
People told me all along I was going to get hurt, I should have listened, but I didn't because I wanted to give them a chance, I give everyone a chance. I'm that type of person.
It's just hard when they don't accept me for who I am...
but it's been a long time now.
I've got a good life now and I've moved on
So when you cross my mind...
I try not to think about what might have been
Cause that was then
And we have taken two very different roads
and We can't go back again
There's no use in trying
And there's no way to know
What might have been
We can sit and talk about this all night long
And wonder why we didn't last
Yes, there are memories I will never forget
But I will never forget what you did to me either
But we'll have to leave them in the past...
And theres no way to know
What might have been
we need to just say good bye,
and turn and walk away...
The two people I am talking about know who they are, and they are hurt me so bad, that it's better just left unsaid. I wish them both the best of luck in anything they do. This is something I have to do... for me (which is something that I have a hard time with)
People told me all along I was going to get hurt, I should have listened, but I didn't because I wanted to give them a chance, I give everyone a chance. I'm that type of person.
It's just hard when they don't accept me for who I am...
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Missing him more than ever...
I miss "us" right now... I just want a hug and kiss and to fall asleep in his arms. I miss it more than anything. Only three more months of being apart like this and I know I can do it. There are just those days when all I want is him and can't have him. Phone calls will have to do. :)
Babe,
I just want you to know that I love you and I'm so proud of you. I can't wait to live with you and I look forward to waking up next you every morning that you are home. You are truly amazing. and you make me the happiest girl in the whole world. I'm really missing you today babe. I can't wait to see you in 3 weeks!! Finally you will get to see my home. :)
Love Always
Your Princess
(K Rae)
Saturday, March 7, 2009
life...
Home Town...
The move...
The new home...
The college I will be at...
The move will take place in early June.. I'm so excited. I will miss everyone from home, but it's something I have to do. I love the school that I will be attending and to tell you the truth I hate long distance relationships, but I make it work because I love him. It's just time to live closer and it's the perfect time. I'm very much in love and I can't wait to see him everyday!!
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Accepted...
I got accepted to Southen Connecticut State University yesterday. I had a feeling a would get in, but to actually see it in writing makes me so happy. I know the journey is beginning now and I can't wait.
Yesterday Ross was on duty so I sent him a text and was like babe, I have really good news for you and I can't wait to tell you. He then called like ten minutes later, and I told him over the phone that I got accepted, I was basically just screaming with excitement. :)
I hope he is as happy as I am. One step closer to moving in with him!! :)
I love you babe!
Yesterday Ross was on duty so I sent him a text and was like babe, I have really good news for you and I can't wait to tell you. He then called like ten minutes later, and I told him over the phone that I got accepted, I was basically just screaming with excitement. :)
I hope he is as happy as I am. One step closer to moving in with him!! :)
I love you babe!
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Bachelor
I don't know if any of you watch the Bachelor, but it took me by suprise last night. I liked both of the final girls, and either one of them would have been great, but wow... I didn't think he would actually do that. I feel bad for Melissa becasue he got down on one knee for her and told her he loved her, that would probably be the worse is hearing him say I love you and then just giving up on her that quickly. But I'm glad Molly gets him, because she is a sweetheart. I feel bad that she had to go through that and not get the final rose, but she ended up with Jason so I guess thats good!!
Besides all that, I have just been trying to get most of my homework done and just keeping up with the school work. We got our graduation invitations today, yay!! That means everything is getting closer and I can't wait!!
We planned my sister's bachelorette party the other day, I'm so excited, we are going to fix dinner and play some funny games and then we are taking this motorhome that we all call the "bus" around and going bar hoping, and then back to one of the girls house's to stay the night!! It will be so much fun. Everyone that is invited are really cool girls and a lot of fun to hang out with so I can't wait.
Besides all that, I have just been trying to get most of my homework done and just keeping up with the school work. We got our graduation invitations today, yay!! That means everything is getting closer and I can't wait!!
We planned my sister's bachelorette party the other day, I'm so excited, we are going to fix dinner and play some funny games and then we are taking this motorhome that we all call the "bus" around and going bar hoping, and then back to one of the girls house's to stay the night!! It will be so much fun. Everyone that is invited are really cool girls and a lot of fun to hang out with so I can't wait.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Happy March...
Wow, I can't believe it's March already. I can't believe my sister's wedding is in 1 month. I can't believe prom is in 2 months and I can't believe I graduation and move in 3 months. I can't believe Ross got home 2 1/2 months ago. wow!!
HAPPY 10 MONTHS baby, I know we don't really have a 10 months because there is no 29th this month, but it has still been the best 10 months of my life, I wouldn't change it for the world. Ross I will always be there for you. I love you so much and I can't wait to live with you babe. (Not too much longer) I miss you so much it hurts sometimes, but I'm tryin hard to stay strong. You make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world!! Thank you!
I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and the long distance can't stop that.
Sometimes I miss you so much, I just want to rip you out of my dreams and hug you!
I wake every morning and rest at night, My thoughts and dreams filled with your sight. Oh how I wish, even for one night, I could lay in your arms and you hold me tight.
HAPPY 10 MONTHS baby, I know we don't really have a 10 months because there is no 29th this month, but it has still been the best 10 months of my life, I wouldn't change it for the world. Ross I will always be there for you. I love you so much and I can't wait to live with you babe. (Not too much longer) I miss you so much it hurts sometimes, but I'm tryin hard to stay strong. You make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world!! Thank you!
I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and the long distance can't stop that.
Sometimes I miss you so much, I just want to rip you out of my dreams and hug you!
I wake every morning and rest at night, My thoughts and dreams filled with your sight. Oh how I wish, even for one night, I could lay in your arms and you hold me tight.
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