Sunday, July 19, 2009

I'm still Alive!!!

I'm sorry it's been so long since I have been on here. I have made it to Connecticut safely and I have been going through a lot while I have been here. I'm working all the time and when I have spare time I go to the beach. :)
I hope you are all doing well, I will write again soon!

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Stressed out...

GRADUATION WEEK!!!!

- So as my last post probably clued you in.... yes Ross and I did brake up. I'm still trying to get over the shock and hurt of it all. It has not ruined be going back there completely, but it has changed a lot of things, I will not longer be going to college in CT and that is stressful trying to find schools accepting and everything and basically that is where I feel I failed and it hurts. But I will be going to CT to work for the summer.... I feel like I can not let my Boss down just because he let me down...
but enough about that.................

- I have had finals all week and tomorrow is my LAST day!!! ahh!!
Graduation is this friday June 5th
Party June 6th
and moving Monday June 8th

So as you can tell I am stressed with college plans, moving plans, finishing high school, and well getting a new car (but thats a good thing)

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Heart Broken...

I can't believe this is happening!!!!!!!! :(

Monday, May 25, 2009

Friend Making Monday...

How did you and your significant other meet?

I met Ross when I flew to Connecticut with my mom and my friend to go see my sister. (My sister lives with her boyfriend at the time and 4 other guys) So when I walked into her house, I look at there are two of her roommates sitting on the couch, I thought one of them was hot. When we went to my sister's room she looked at me and she was like do you think they are cute?! And I was like ya Ross is hot. Well my sister, having the big mouth she does... she told him the next day. We were then just flirting with eachother. My sister, Collin, My Mom, Haley, and Dustin were all going to head up to New York and Ross decided to tag along. Which was great. He had to leave that night and we texted his whole way home. The last night I was there we hit it off... he then left for an underway, and I flew home that same day. I was suprised to have an E-mail from him when I got home... and a couple weeks later we started dating!!! and I love him so much!!!! :)

Monday, May 18, 2009

Friend Making Monday

Today's task: Copy and paste these questions to your blog and give them your own answers.
http://kaseyhelder.blogspot.com/

You wouldn't be caught dead where?: I wouldn't be caught dead in a foreign country by myself

Do you have any hidden talents?: I can spit far lol!!!

Name two things you consider yourself to be very good at: Talking and Playing Soccer

Name two things you consider yourself to be very bad at: Being Patient and Not getting my way

Have you ever won a trophy?: Yep.. many in soccer

Name one thing not many people know about you: I enjoy going to school

Name your earliest memory: when I was about five years old, my friend and I flipped off a car as they drove by the house, and the guy came back and told on us, and we didn't even know that flipping someone off meant!!

What was your favorite musical group in jr. high?: Um, I'm not sure!?!

What was something the worst roommate you ever had did?: I haven't really had a roommate...

When you were a kid what did you want to be when you grew up?: a teacher

What was your worst dating experience?: Having my dad drive us home from a dance

If you were about to die what would your last meal be?: crispy chicken salad, or turkey curisant

Who is the most important person in you life?: I have many very important people in my life. My great grandma, my grandma and grandpa swanger, My mom and Dad, Josh, Kayla, Kami and ROSS!!!

If your house was on fire what 3 things would you grab on your way out?: My Pictures, My Cat Sailor, and My pillows and Ross's blanket off my bed.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Happy Birthday Babe

Happy Birthday J Ross
I love you so much and I wish I were there with you to celebrate!!!
You are so amazing and I can't wait to be in your arms again!!
I MISS YOU!!


Thursday, May 14, 2009

I'd rather be with you

Sitting here, on this lonely dock
Watch the rain play on the ocean top
All the things I feel I need to say
I can't explain in any other way
I need to be bold
Need to jump in the cold water
Need to grow older with a girl like you
Finally see you are naturally
The one to make it so easy
When you show me the truth
Yeah, I'd rather be with you
Say you want the same thing too
Now here's the sun, come to dry the rain
Warm my shoulders and relieve my pain
You're the one thing that I'm missing here
With you beside me I no longer fear
I need to be bold
Need to jump in the cold water
Need to grow older with a girl like you
Finally see you are naturally
The one to make it so easy
When you show me the truth
Yeah, I'd rather be with you
Say you want the same thing too
I could have saved so much time for us
Had I seen the way to get to where I am today
You waited on me for so long
So now, listen to me say:I need to be bold

This song I have been listening to a lot lately, I would much rather be with J. I know it's not too much longer and I think that is why it's so hard. I miss him so much and I feel so lonely. I have been having my break down week, this week. I haven't cried, but it's the whole it a weird mood thing. I want to just be in his arms....

Other than that, I have been super busy babysitting and doing my graduation announcements...

I HOPE YOU ALL ARE HAVING A GREAT WEEK!!!!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Happy Mother's Day!!

Happy Mother's Day Mom...
You are the best mom in the whole world. I don't know what I would do without you. You have made me the person I am today. You have taught be everything I know. I love you so much. and I will miss you more than anything!!!

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to all the wonderful mom's out there. Enjoy your day!!!!

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Thankful Thursday

Thankful Thursday

1. I'm thankful that I have such a supporting and wonderful family
2. I'm thankful for my boyfriend, who is always there for me
3. I'm thankful that I will be attending SCSU
4. I'm thankful that MY SISTER IS PREGNANT.... I can't wait to be an aunt.
5. I'm thankful for everyone in my life
I hope everyone is having a great week!!!!!!

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

33 days...missing him...

That's right only 33 more day until I move, I couldn't be more excited. I'm a little scared leaving everyone behind, but I know everything will be ok. I miss J so much... we had a great weekend while he was here for prom.
He arrived here at 2 on Friday afternoon, and we exchanged gifts for our one year...
-Red Sox Tickets
-Boat Blanket
-Red Sox hat and shirt
I loved my gifts, he is so sweet and I can't wait to live with him.
After we did the gift I took him to Idaho, we had dinner then we walked the beach, and walked the boardwalk, and then went to ice cream with my brother and his girlfriend.

Saturday, I let J sleep in and then I made him breakfest in bed. and Then we went and did go karts and mini golf (I beat him in both :) ) We then grabbed a quick lunch and then he dropped me off for my hair appt, and then we got ready...
when I finally got to see his tux I was very suprised that he actually picked out something very nice. (Good Job Babe) He looked amazing, and was the hottest guy at prom.
We then went to dinner and prom and then went to my frined Shelly's for a party afterwards!!!
It was a great weekend!!! I love you so much J.

Busy Month Ahead....
May 4th- Happy Birthday Jaime (Friend)
May 5th- Happy Birthday Jake (Cousin)
May 6th- Happy Birthday Wesley (J's son)
May 17th- HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!!!!!! (J)
May 21st- Happy Birthday Scott (Uncle)
May 24th- Happy Birthday Mom and Happy Birthday Dad
May 30th- Happy Birthday Josh (Brother)
May 31st- Happy Birthday Zane (Cousin)
(Talk about a lot of Birthday's)

May 10th- Mother's Day!!!! HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOM!!! I love you so much, you are the best mom in the whole world and you have taught me everything I know!!! I will miss you so much!!!!