Snow...

Yesterday morning this what I woke up to. 6 inches of snow on April 14th, REALLY??? I thought it was suppose to be spring time. Life in Spokane, six inches of snow one Tuesday, and next Tuesday it's suppose to be 81 degrees. Wow. Some Weather we have here.

--I hate Ross having duty, I miss him so much of these days. :(

I have a doctors appt tomorrow, school, and projects to work on. ahh.

Hope you all are having a great week!!

To clear things up...

I got a comment from a lady today telling me her advice is to not move in with someone unless your married, as you can see I have a completely different view on that. When I first read it, I didn't let it hit me, but know that I have thought about, it's hit harder than I should let it, but lets clear somethings up first...

-I was suppose to move into my sisters, but her husband got orders to Washington therefore, I will not be living with her.

-I'm still going to college and getting my education, it's better than running off and getting married (then my parents wouldn't pay for college). I'm sorry I want my education first.

- I think it's better to get to know the person and how they live before you get married. I think you learn a lot about someone when you live with them. I know it's not the "ideal" thing to do in society today, but it's what I want. Society is so judgemental these days. But whatever I'm doing what I want and what is best for me and my boyfriend.

--I am so happy that I'm going to be moving in with him. I'm completely in love and this my decision and my family and friends are backing me up 100%.

Friend Making Monday...

I just saw this blog and thought I would join...
http://kaseyhelder.blogspot.com/

What is the Best Advice someone has ever given you?
--The best advice someone has ever given me would have to be telling me that communication is the most important thing when it comes to a long distance relationship, they told me that if we can communicate and make it work long distance then we are finally together everything will work out. I'm moving out there soon and I know that if we made this long distance work as long as we have then it's going to be AMAZING living with him.

--My next advice someone has given me has to do with deployment. Deployments are always hard, but they said if you stay busy it will go by faster. The first two months J was gone, I was not staying busy at all and it seemed like he was gone forever, and the days were dragging on. But after those two months I got super busy (School, Soccer everyday (Sept-Nov), working out, and family) but the last 4 months flew by, I didn't know where the time had gone. These two advice have helped me out so much in my relationship.

Whats the best advice you have ever been given?

Navy Girlfriend Poem

I'm so in love with my sailor,
yet we're always apart,
and though the days are hard,
he's always in my heart.

I hold him in my heart,
until he can be by my side,
and it gets harder and harder,
every night that passes by.

I see him in my thoughts,
and all my fantasies and dreams,
he's the only one I think of,
or so it truely seems.

I imagine all the good times,
the ones where we laughed and cried,
and I can only miss him more,
and wish he was by my side.

The ocean took him away,
and now I just want him here,
and I really wish in that moment,
that he could just appear.

Though I know he'll be back someday,
It still hurts me when he's gone,
and I wish he never had to leave me,
but somehow I still move on.

I worry for him and his safey,
and secret tears will flow,
but through all of this,
he still loves me so.

I'm so proud of my navy boy,
and I can't wait to see him again,
but this is the hard and joyful life,
of what we call a navy girlfriend.


I can't even begin to tell you how hard this is getting. I hated knowing he was sitting at home all alone on Easter, I wanted nothing more than to just be there with him and have a nice dinner with him. It brakes my heart when he is lonely. :( Each day that passes only gets harder. I can't wait to be back there in 56 days.

--> Babe I miss you so much, but I'm staying strong for you. I can not even explain how Proud I am of you. You are my everything J and I can't wait to live with you. You are amazing and I love you with all my heart. 19 more days until I get to see you again... our shortest amount of time apart. Prom will be amazing because I will have the best date there. I LOVE YOU baby. I can't thank you enough for flying all the way across country just for my Prom and then flying out the next day, it means the world to me. I fall more in love with you each and everyday. You are my everything.

Happy Easter Weekend

My Church

Happy Easter Everyone, I hope everyone enjoys thier time with friends and family and has a nice relaxing day tomorrow.
I'm going to my aunt's house for a lunch/dinner with some family. I can't wait!!
HAPPY EASTER

Rainy day in Washington

Today is rainy, I hate and love these days all at the same time. I seem to get more done on rainy days, but rainy days make me feel tired.
Anyways, I started coaching a little soccer team with one of my best friends and we have six little girls on our team and they are anywhere from five to six years old. They have their first game today. Wish us luck.
--> I always feel bad when little kids have to play in the cold and rain. :(
I love coaching and seeing the smile on the kids face when they scored a goal.
oh how I love the game of soccer.
I will post later and let you know how the game went!!!

His and Hers

His

HERS

Back to the long distance

And once again I'm back to the long distance relationship. Ross was here this past week and I loved having him here. I think he liked Spokane which is good :) I can't even begin to explain how much I miss him and just want to be back there with him already. I'm starting to have a better look on things, I have 3 weeks until he is here again for prom, and I have 2 months until I move out there, so I'm going to just enjoy my time here with all my friends and family. But I have learned that this doesn't take away the fact of missing him, because I do miss him. I love having him around... his hugs, kisses, conversations, smiles, everything about him. I'm a lucky girl to have such a wonderful boyfriend. :)
I LOVE YOU BABY

Pictures

Kami, Josh, and Me

Kayla and my Dad

Kami, Mom, and Me

Me and Kami with Alli, Kourtney, Shell, and Michelle in the backround

Giving my grandpa a hug

Kay and my dad

Ross :)


Me and the love of my life.

Wedding

The wedding was beautiful, my sister looked amazing and everything went so well. Pictures will come soon. There are some great pictures.. we took sooo many at the church and then we went to this spot that looked over all of Spokane. Then the we went to a reception, and it was amazing. Pictures will come soon though.

Kayla and Collin:
You two are amazing and I love you both so much.

My boy left today and miss him already, I went back home after the airport and went back to bed for about an hour and I hated getting in bed alone, I felt so empty inside. I just wanted to be in his arms, but not too much longer.

And....
I got a tattoo yesterday, I will put a picture of that soon too.
Ross got a tattoo too.