Back Home....

I'm back home in Spokane. I got home late last night. It was a long day of flying and I'm sick so it didn't make for a fun trip home. I feel so bad for Ross having to deal with my crying everytime I leave. I thought it would get easier to leave him, but it's not. I fall more in love with him everytime I'm with him and that's what makes it hard. It's hard knowing we live a country apart. I just love being able to wake up in the middle of the night in his arms, I love the hugs and kisses, I love just being there. It's hard to leave that. But I'm trying to stay strong and stay busy to let the time past a little faster. It always takes me a day or two to adjust to not having him around. I'm going to make it okay and keep my head up high because I love him. I can't wait to move. 6 more weeks until I see him, and it will be him flying out to see me and my home town. I can't wait!! Oh and by the way, meeting his dad went very well. His dad is a very nice guy. (At least he opened the door for me lol) Over all my trip was amazing and I loved spending time with him. And I still have a smile on my face because he is not out to sea. :)