Miserable....

I knew I was sick with a cold, but on my way home from CT my ear hurt soooo bad on the plane to the point I was in tears. I don't know if any of you have ever had a bad ear on a plane, but let me tell you it's the worse. So the last couple of days I have been taking sudafed hoping that it would help. I still can't hear anything out of this ear and it is getting worse. So last night I took a pain pill and tried to go to sleep a little early because I wasn't feelin to well. Well, then I got a wake up call at 12 because my boyfriend is in Philly right now with one of his best friends and I like him to call me when he gets home from drinking so I don't worry. Well, anyways after that wake up call I couldn't go back to sleep because my ear was killing me I think I finally got another hour of sleep after the call. So this morning I went and saw a doctor, waited an hour and a half for that, finally got seen by the doctor and he said I have a bad sinus infection and probably the worst ear infection he has seen. So now I have an antibiotic and ear numbing drops to help with the pain. He said if it doesn't get somewhat better in 2 days I have to go see my doctor because my eardrum may have ruptured. I'm feeling miserable right now and to top it all off I miss Ross more than anything. I'm trying so hard to stay strong, but I just wish I was there or he was here. He knows how to make me feel better :). I have so much homework to get made up from being gone, but now I'm sick and it's the last thing I want to do lol. Well I'm off to cuddle up in a blanket and maybe take a little nap, then work on homework. I need to feel better... ahh...